In a darkened classroom, Lord Blue teaches Abby, Evan, Diesel, and Rev about the soul identity sphere and willpower. The classroom is almost dark.
Blinds hang half‑closed, letting one strip of late‑afternoon light slice across the whiteboard. The projector hums softly, its pale glow forming a circle on the screen at the front.
Abby, Evan, Diesel, and Rev sit together in the back row. Officially, the course is “World Religions and Symbolic Thought.” Unofficially, everyone in this row knows Lord Blue is teaching something way beyond the syllabus.
It feels less like class and more like a secret briefing on how reality actually works.
“Today,” Lord Blue says, “we are talking about who you are beyond your name and your body.”
He taps the projector remote.
A simple image appears: a glowing sphere with a tiny bright point in the center.
“Pretend,” he says, “that your soul starts as this—a tiny, perfect spark with free will, and with the willpower to evolve.”
Evan stares at the point of light.
It feels weirdly familiar, like a notification light somewhere behind his ribs—a pilot flame that never goes out.
“This spark,” Lord Blue continues, “is your connection to your Crystic Conscience and to other graduated beings—call them masters, saints, or graduates. It is your download link to the full version of who you can become.”
He draws a circle around the dot.
“The soul selects and defines a sphere of cosmic area as its ‘self‑territory,’” he says. “It claims a domain.
“Your soul says, ‘This space inside this boundary—this is me. Whatever I build here is my turf to manage.’”
Rev raises an eyebrow. “So… like a cosmic land claim?”
“Exactly,” Lord Blue says. “The soul must have disciplined strength to establish and maintain the boundary shell. That shell represents your self‑territory.
“Your willpower is the glue that keeps the sphere of identity from dissolving back into everything.”
He clicks to the next slide: an atom—nucleus and orbiting electrons.
“Think of an atom,” he says. “There is a kind of willpower holding electrons in orbit. Without that ‘cosmic glue,’ the electrons fly off, and the atom dissolves.
Humans are lucky that atoms are basically permanent. They do not dissolve over time.
“But your soul‑sphere?” Lord Blue lifts the marker. “That is flexible. It can increase or decrease—just as a farmer can buy more land or sell some off.”
Abby chews her pen cap. “So the size of the soul is… up to us?”
“The power of its free will limits the soul,” Lord Blue answers. “A wise, disciplined, focused soul can evolve and claim more soul‑sphere space. But it must have the willpower—the cosmic glue—to keep that space as self‑territory.
“Like settlers staking a land claim and then actually holding that land.”
He sweeps his gaze across the room.
“The soul‑sphere strives to expand and define itself within the universe,” he says. “Some souls are tiny. Others are vast.
“It all depends on the soul’s attainment and mastery.”
Evan feels something twist in his chest.
How big is mine? He wonders.
Am I even using half of what I was given?
As the lesson continues, Lord Blue explains the soul identity sphere as a cosmic backyard to Abby, Evan, Diesel, and Rev. After the bell rings, most students bolt for the door.
Abby, Evan, Diesel, and Rev stay.
Abby perches on a desk, swinging one leg. Rev leans against the radiator. Diesel scrolls his phone, but his ear is tuned in. Evan stands with his backpack still on, ready to run and not ready at all.
“You said the sphere is like… boundaries?” Abby asks.
Lord Blue nods. “The illusion of division is created by defining and occupying space,” he says.
“Imagine the whole Earth as everything that exists. Countries draw invisible lines to divide the planet. States and cities carve it further. Inside those, individuals build fences and declare, ‘This is my yard.’”
He smiles.
“These overlapping boundaries do not change the Earth,” he says. “It stays whole. Everything is still Earth.
“But a person claims an acre as ‘mine’ through a shared illusion. A group‑approved fantasy.”
He hunches his shoulders and mimics a cranky homeowner. “‘This is my backyard. It belongs to me. I attach my body and soul to this patch. I own it. No one else gets in without my permission.’”
Rev snorts. “Tell that to the bank.”
“There are advantages to fantasy fencing,” Lord Blue says. “Having a specific, unique territory enables someone to take creative command of that space.
“They can landscape, build, plant, and not worry that others will casually destroy their work.
“The land is still part of Earth,” he adds, “but it’s also a defined personal territory of Earth‑stuff. That definition gives both freedom and protection.”
Abby tilts her head. “So the soul‑sphere is like that? A cosmic backyard?”
“Exactly,” Lord Blue says. “Your soul‑sphere is your spiritual backyard.
“What you plant there—that is on you.”
He taps the projector again.
The image changes to a glass snow globe, empty inside.
“The size of the soul‑sphere is only potential,” he says. “Like raw, undeveloped land.
“This defined soul‑sphere is like an empty snow globe—a seed waiting to be filled with mystic energy and virtues.
“The inside of that globe could become a desert, a city, a wilderness forest. Your willpower is what keeps the globe glued together so you can build something inside.”
A tiny bright point appears at the center of the snow globe.
“The central spark is the doorway to your soul’s mystical potential library,” Lord Blue says. “On the other side is your ideal self pattern.
“You can pull that pattern, bit by bit, into the defined sphere.”
Evan feels it like a physical tug, as if something bright is trying to pour into him and keeps hitting a stuck door.
“The soul must put on the qualities of the perfect self like a woven garment,” Lord Blue says, “to merit graduation.
“Your ideal self contains virtues, mystic abilities, and the power to access and shape cosmic light energy.
“This is how you weave the solar body you will use as a master artist in the mystic realms after you graduate.”
He looks directly at them now.
“The size of my sphere depends on my attainment, my self‑discipline, and my cosmic glue power,” he says, almost like a confession. “This flexible, evolving sphere of self‑identity is my responsibility to nurture.
“My soul does not expand automatically like a balloon.”
He pulls a deflated balloon from his pocket and tosses it to Abby.
“The balloon can grow,” he says. “But only if air—the willpower—presses from inside.
“The thin rubber wall is like the boundary of your soul‑sphere. It creates the illusion that the air inside is separate from the air in the room.
“One pinprick, and the ‘separate’ air blends back into the room. No division. No identity.”
Abby squeezes the floppy balloon. “So… if I don’t push?” she asks. “If I don’t choose?”
“You stay small,” Lord Blue says.
Rev leans back against the radiator. “And if something else pokes a hole?” he asks. “Trauma. Addic-tion. Self‑hate. People who live to wreck boundaries.”
Lord Blue’s expression darkens.
“Then your soul‑sphere must learn to repair itself,” he says. “Or you leak out cosmic fire light.”
He clicks the projector off. The room seems darker without the pale glow.
“Here’s where it gets uncomfortable,” he adds.
He draws a small sphere on the whiteboard and sketches little strings trailing off of it.
“If you don’t break connections with your enemies,” he says, “they stay attached. They follow your soul when this body dies.
“Grudges and unfinished business keep your soul from moving forward.
“You end up trapped in ghost form until those grudges are resolved. You enter the afterworld before you get a new body.
“First, you haunt.”
Rev stares at the drawing. “So ghosts are just… souls stuck in old drama,” he says slowly.
“Pretty much,” Lord Blue says. “Tied by cords to the last mess they refused to clean up.”
He wipes part of the board clean and writes in block letters:
Personality = Personal Nation
“Each person has a personal culture or personal nationality,” he says. “An allegiance to a chosen set of beliefs and values.
“Those beliefs and values color your motivation, thoughts, feelings, and actions.”
Abby nods slowly.
Her own “nation” is built from hymns, fear, and trying very hard to be good enough.
“And yes,” Lord Blue adds, voice going dry, “some people will absolutely get used to being tortured in hell and start calling it normal.
“Some will even come to enjoy it like spiritual masochists.
“Humans can adapt to almost anything.”
Evan grimaces. His mind jumps to toxic group chats, friend circles full of drama and cruelty that everyone pretends are just jokes—but no one leaves.
Maybe some people already live in their personal hells and call it home, he thinks.
Shifting the discussion, Lord Blue discusses karmic bricks, the smoky self, and Holy Spirit energy with Abby and Rev. Abby can’t hold it in.
“I just want to move away from all the… oppression,” she blurts.
“To somewhere the rules don’t keep changing. I’m tired of having to re‑learn what’s allowed every few years.
“England has the same leaders forever. Their rules don’t keep changing.”
She flushes. “Just tell me the rules,” she says quietly, “and I’ll follow them and be happy.”
Lord Blue nods once. “That is one path,” he says. “But think further.
“Do you want to keep your free choice in the afterlife? Or do you plan to hand over your free choice to some Tempter and let them steer you?”
He turns back to the board and writes as he speaks.
“Some souls want to dissolve back into the atmosphere,” he says. “Like a breath of wind or a cloud.
“They imagine they can become whatever they like.
“But past karma pulls your soul through a journey of learning, healing, and resolution, whether you like it or not.
“The karmic bricks of misunderstanding, trauma, and false belief hold you down in the physical ghost world.
“Your shadow self becomes a smoky self—a drifting cloud of darkness.”
Rev’s jaw tightens.
His own smoky self is not hard to picture: addictions he jokes about, grudges he shrugs off, anger he wears as armor.
“The human body is meant to be the servant of the soul,” Lord Blue says softly.
“What really matters is the lawful, virtuous flow of mystic light.
“Each virtue manifests as a flame.”
He sketches a small flame beside the words.
“And while we’re at it,” he says, “ask yourself: how many ‘gods’ are there?”
He writes on the board:
God of gods. Lord of lords. Most High.
“Most High God. Lord of lords. God of gods,” he says. “These titles hint at a hierarchy.
“Most religions picture layers of beings—angels, devas, saints, masters, divine beings, demigods, like in Greek mythology.
“These beings, each ‘less than the highest God,’ perform functions to assist the highest manifestation.”
He underlines G‑O‑D.
“Think of ‘God’ as the Geometry of Divinity,” he says. “The structure of your own divinity.
“The great Macrocosm of all‑pervading consciousness.”
Abby presses her fingers to her temples. “So my spirit…?” she asks quietly.
“Your spirit is the highest, pure, virtuous part of you,” Lord Blue says. “It is your realized mystic pattern.
“You came here with boxes of tools and a library of books.
“You must open the books to understand the knowledge.
“You must open the boxes and practice using the tools to create—with your free will and your willpower.”
Evan feels the words like a sting.
So my anxiety, my avoidance, my excuses… those are me leaving the boxes taped shut, he thinks.
How long have my tools been gathering dust?
Later in the library, Evan, Abby, and Rev read about the bio-suit, the Creator Ocean, and the Holy Spirit. Later, the four of them drift to the school library.
Fluorescent lights buzz overhead. Computers sit in sleep mode, screens dark. A rack of old magazines leans crooked in the corner.
Rev sprawls across a chair, tossing a stress ball from hand to hand. Abby curls with her knees pulled up. Diesel pretends to study but keeps glancing at Lord Blue’s printout. Evan sits upright, knuckles white around the paper.
Rev squints at the text. “Why do we have to go through self‑mastery in this world?” he mutters. “Why not skip to the good part?”
Evan stares at his page.
“My mystic self contains the qualities of the Christ,” he reads quietly. The words sound strange and right in his own mouth.
“This knowledge, inspiration, and virtues stream through the crystal cord, the spark of life, and the threefold flame as mystic spirit and Holy Spirit.
“It is up to my soul to allow this to enter, be accepted, and be built into my being.”
Abby blinks. “You memorized that?”
“It just stuck,” he says.
“This spirit enters my heart,” he continues, “carrying the nine gifts of the Holy Spirit.
“This spirit carries knowledge and inspiration.
“This spirit energy can be used however I want—but there are preset eternal laws.
“The more separation I feel, the more my soul blocks and rejects the Holy Spirit.”
Abby chews on that. “So… can Holy Spirit energy be corrupted?” she asks. “Twisted?”
Evan thinks. “The energy itself isn’t corrupted,” he says. “It just gets wrapped in corrupted intentions.
“Like wrapping a rose in oily rags.
“The flower is still pure. The rags are on us.”
He scans another paragraph, frowning.
“‘What are the other sources of energy besides the crystal cord?’” he reads aloud.
“‘Can I get spiritual energy directly from around me—like from the astral plane? Where does it enter my body and soul? Through the chakras?
No one answers.
Those questions sit there between them like open tabs nobody closes.
Rev flips his page.
“‘Glob of water,’” he reads, smirking. “Okay, here we go.
“At some point, my soul chose to embody in the time‑space physical world to develop mastery of mystic powers and virtuous feelings.
“Imagine the Creator as the ocean, and the soul as a ball of water in the sea.
“The ball can be small or large depending on the soul’s attainment.
“As the soul gains more mastery, it magnetizes more creator‑essence water and expands.”
Abby pictures herself as a wobbling ball of water, slammed by waves of news, drama, and expectations.
Rev continues. “‘The water has not changed, but it is now part of the defined individualized globe.
“The evolving ball is still part of the ocean, but now the soul’s consciousness can control the water within the defined sphere of identity.
“‘The soul‑ball must maintain the power to keep its blob magnetized as an individual self, even when ocean waves knock it around.’”
“The soul has to learn to concentrate itself as an independent sphere,” Evan adds, remembering the lecture, “a ball of air within air, a sphere of water within water, a sphere of fire within fire, a sphere of earth within earth.”
He reads from the page again. “My soul‑spirit wants to expand and blend back into the great ocean,” he says, “but that doesn’t define a disciplined individuality.
“The soul has to concentrate its expansive nature to focus and create.
“A being of pure all‑oneness can radiate virtue… but may not have the focused attention needed to develop on the physical plane.”
Abby snorts. “Singing praises forever is not my idea of retirement,” she says. “I like being creative.”
Rev grins and reads on.
“‘The bio‑suit—our body—lets us work on forming our four spheres through life experiences.’
“‘The four spheres leave the corpse at death.
“‘The bio‑suit is not my identity.
“The soul uses the bio‑suit to peer into time/space and concentrate its identity into four spheres, increasing soul awareness and forming a unique identity.”
He looks at his own hands like he’s seeing a temporary uniform.
“We are embodied with limited access to all‑ness,” Evan says, “but we can improve our connection through our mystic powers.
“Those powers stay with our souls when the body dies.
“A free‑willed, expanded, undisciplined being could send waves of destruction across the galaxy.”
Abby swallows.
Rev finishes the section.
“‘After death,’” he reads, “‘the four lower aspects withdraw with the soul, but can act more like a spirit‑form ghost. The soul stays anchored to the physical world through those lower aspects.
“‘The ghost keeps the memories, thoughts, and feelings of physical‑world experience—but has no bio‑suit to animate.’”
Silence drops over the table.
For a moment, no one moves.
The idea hangs there: whole crowds of ghost‑selves, stuck to unfinished homework from an entire lifetime.
Continuing their study session, Evan explains mystic soul students while Abby, Diesel, and Rev discuss absolvers, dissolvers, and revolvers. Abby is the first to break the silence.
“I like the idea of keeping my creative free will in heaven,” she says.
“I like believing my soul can evolve—become wiser, more virtuous, more powerful—so I can be trusted with free choices.
“Tell me more about the soul students.”
Evan’s eyes brighten.
“Evolvers are mystic children learning to handle flowing mystic light,” he says.
“This spirit energy surges through my body, mind, and soul, bringing wonderful feelings that don’t end in a crash.
“As spiritual children, we have fun exploring our inner senses and creative potential.
“As our mystic awareness develops, it reveals more hidden toys.
“We seek the nine gifts of the Holy Spirit as treasures we can joyfully share.”
Abby chews her lip. “I was taught my soul is unchanging and perfect,” she says. “That it’s just waiting for my body to die.”
“What would be the point of a fixed consciousness?” Evan asks gently.
“Earth souls are at different stages of mastery and service.
“Mystic students develop wisdom, virtues, and powers through experiments.
“We explore our evolving ideas and understandings.
“Our fearless faith in our potential pushes us beyond our current limits.
“We question our false beliefs and expand our boundaries.
“We claim the freedom to explore creative ideas and possibilities—virtuously.
“We refuse to stay stuck inside society’s fake virtues.”
Diesel narrows his eyes.
“How can you believe there’s a mystic world beyond the physical?” he demands.
Evan shrugs lightly. “We keep an open mind and throw out anything that doesn’t match lived experience,” he says.
“Soul students are interested in everything beyond the physical.
“We travel all paths of interconnected Truth to see where they lead.
“The web of knowledge stretches in every direction—and we explore it.
“We ride waves of new inspiration that come when we dare to ask what exists beyond what we can touch.”
Diesel shakes his head. “Sounds like you’re just daydreaming and calling it mystic,” he says.
“People with closed minds and closed hearts shut themselves out of the mystic playground,” Evan replies calmly.
“We enjoy the flavors of mystic energy.
“We dive into the unseen world using our growing mystic senses.
“Mystic energy is real—but it must be downloaded, stored, and carefully streamed out through the soul’s energy centers.
“We compose symphonies with the music of virtues.
“Our mystic melodies use Holy Spirit light to build high‑frequency firewalls of protection around us.”
Diesel snorts. “Mystic powers can’t help you get a job,” he says. “You write ‘practicing mystic’ on a résumé, and you’ll never get hired.”
“Those who never develop mystic senses won’t see their soul’s enemies,” Evan says. “They won’t feel when something is stalking them from beyond the physical.
“We think about how many ways we can use our powers creatively.
“Playing as mystic warriors helps us defeat our personal enemies.
“Mystical parents and children play with mystic energy.
“We surround ourselves with Holy Spirit firewalls.
“We jump and splash in crystal waterfalls of light.
“We build invisible castles and launch missiles of light into darkness.
“We celebrate with fireworks exploding from our seven energy centers.
“We play with blue lightning, violet flame spheres, golden rods of illumination.
“We practice directing balls of light—learning to radiate and aim energy to help others and defeat evil.”
Rev leans forward, drawn in despite himself.
“How do you bring the mystic world into this world?” he asks.
“We decorate our spaces with crystals and light‑foci,” Evan says.
“We dress in clothes that feel majestic and pure.
“We act out purity, honesty, and beauty.
“We’re spiritual chemists, mixing new formulas.
“We combine wisdom and virtues to create beautiful crystals of mystic energy.
“When our experiments succeed, we’re crowned king or queen for the day.”
Abby hesitates.
“These sound like superpowers only my Savior should use,” she says. “Who trains you?”
“We look past the physical with our mystic senses,” Evan replies. “We find treasures and teachers.
“We see singing, dancing mystic beings behind veils of dark illusion.
“We learn with wise, virtuous master teachers.
“Joyful learning stops feeling like work.
“We bond with our guides.
“With Holy Spirit energy and our masters’ lessons, we learn to levitate, float, and eventually fly above illusions the Tempters create.
“Instead of being crushed by returning karma, we surf waves of opportunity.”
Abby studies him.
“It seems like you’re trying to become the image and likeness of your Creator,” she says.
“Soul students practice delicate dances so one day they can perform with power,” Evan answers.
“Sometimes we role‑play as cosmic beings creating universes.
“The body’s age does not match the soul’s attainment.
“A soul can be a growing spiritual child for a thousand lifetimes.
“We become alchemists, molding crystallized spiritual light.
“Our creations hold steady frequencies of wisdom, virtue, and mystic power.
“We grow up by mastering all three.
“Eventually, we close the playhouse and step into our advanced laboratory.”
Abby looks down at her hands.
“Absolvers live in a bubble of blind beliefs,” she says slowly.
“We don’t venture beyond our fenced‑in backyard.
“We wait to be rescued.
“We try to drag everyone else into our yard so we can all wait for our Savior together.
“We’re told that suffering is the main key to heaven.”
Evan’s voice is gentle but firm.
“Suffering is not a mystic skill,” he says. “It’s a symptom.
“We aim to eliminate wrongful desires—the main cause of suffering.
“We seek harmony and joy, not endless torment.
“Mystic students develop pain tolerance. We’re not afraid of getting hurt.
“Embarrassment, disappointment, mistakes—these become natural side effects of experimenting with powerful energy.
“We push past blind limits, so of course we make errors.
“We carry pain and then use our mystic powers to heal quickly—physically and emotionally.”
Diesel shrugs.
“Dissolvers chase chemical pleasure,” he says. “Dopamine spikes, hormone surges, stimulants. A quick high, then a crash into depression.”
Abby’s voice goes quieter.
“I pray to my Savior whenever I want something,” she says. “Sometimes it happens. Sometimes it doesn’t.
“I never really know if it was answered or just… a coincidence.”
Rev sighs.
“Revolvers are stuck on the wheel of karma,” he says. “We keep going around with little control.
“We’re buried under the fallout of our past choices.
“We’re flooded by our own returning negativity like a dam that broke.”
“Sometimes we get captured by our past mistakes,” Evan says. “But we use spiritual superpowers to escape.
“We shape our words carefully so they carry cups of virtuously qualified light.
“Spoken sacred phrases can smash the oppression Tempters send.
“We tell stories that help others understand deeper truths.
“Our tales paint bright pictures in the mind.
“We use artistic skills to draw and paint wisdom.
“Virtuous colors swirl into flames of truth.
“We gather our gifts of the Holy Spirit and play together as companions on this path of mastery and service.”
Sitting together in silence, Abby, Rev, Diesel, and Evan contemplate their choices for their soul identity spheres. They sit in the humming library, each staring at a different invisible point.
Abby feels the pull of the Absolver path—the familiar comfort of handing everything over, staying in the fenced yard, letting someone else decide.
Rev feels the wheel turning under his feet, an endless loop of falling and standing up, trying not to drown in his own past.
Diesel feels the easy gravity of the Dissolver path—chasing the next high, the next distraction, the next weekend, never looking past Sunday night.
Evan feels the pressure of a half‑inflated soul‑sphere pushing against his ribs, demanding more willpower‑air.
Outside, school buses wait in neat lines, ready to move bodies from one neighborhood to another.
Inside, four Crystic Mystic students—whether they meant to sign up for this or not—sit with something heavier than grades on the table.
They are starting to realize that the real emergency is not a lockdown drill or a breaking news alert.
It is this:
Who are they choosing to become inside their snow globes?
And when their bio‑suits finally fall away, how big, how bright, and how well‑woven will those globes be?
In a darkened classroom disguised as "World Religions and Symbolic Thought," Lord Blue teaches Abby, Evan, Diesel, and Rev about the spiritual anatomy of the soul identity sphere, willpower, and self-territory. He explains that a soul begins as a tiny spark of free will and willpower that selects and defines a "cosmic backyard" or boundary shell, which must be actively maintained and expanded through discipline, mastery, and cosmic glue (willpower). Later, in the school library, the group reads texts exploring the bio-suit (physical body), the Creator Ocean, the Holy Spirit, and the contrasting paths of spiritual evolution (Evolvers, Absolvers, Dissolvers, and Revolvers).
The Soul Identity Sphere: A soul defines and claims an energetic "self-territory" or cosmic backyard, which acts like an empty snow globe that must be filled with mystic energy, virtues, and willpower to prevent it from dissolving.
Willpower as Cosmic Glue: Willpower serves as the essential force that holds the soul's identity sphere in orbit, allowing it to grow, take creative command, and build an ideal self-pattern (solar body).
Karmic Bricks and the Smoky Self: Unresolved trauma, grudges, and false beliefs trap souls in ghost forms or a "smoky self" after death, tethering them to the physical plane through unfinished drama.
Spiritual Classifications: Souls on Earth approach existence through different paths: Evolvers (mystic students actively developing wisdom and virtues), Absolvers (relying on blind beliefs and waiting to be rescued), Dissolvers (chasing chemical and physical pleasures), and Revolvers (trapped on the karmic wheel of recycled experiences).
Lord Blue: A disguised spiritual mentor who briefs the students on soul identity spheres, boundaries, and cosmic geometry.
Evan: A student who internalizes the lessons on expanding his soul-sphere, activating his tools, and pursuing the path of an Evolver.
Abby: An Absolvor student who examines her reliance on traditional dogma, fixed boundaries, and waiting for a Savior.
Diesel: A student who questions mystic concepts and recognizes the pitfalls of the Dissolver path.
Rev: A student who evaluates the karmic loop of the Revolver path and the reality of ghosts tied to old drama.
Crysticism: The conceptual framework and narrative universe exploring soul school education, identity spheres, and mystic evolution.